William Wordsworth
Suggested by a picture of Peele Castle, in a storm,
painted by Sir George Beaumont
I WAS thy
neighbour once, thou rugged Pile!
Four summer
weeks I dwelt in sight of thee:
I saw thee
every day; and all the while
Thy Form was
sleeping on a glassy sea.
So pure the
sky, so quiet was the air!
So like, so
very like, was day to day!
Whene'er I
looked, thy Image still was there;
It trembled,
but it never passed away.
How perfect
was the calm! it seemed no sleep;
No mood,
which season takes away, or brings:
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I could have
fancied that the mighty Deep
Was even the
gentlest of all gentle Things.
Ah! THEN, if
mine had been the Painter's hand,
To express
what then I saw; and add the gleam,
The light
that never was, on sea or land,
The
consecration, and the Poet's dream;
I would have
planted thee, thou hoary Pile
Amid a world
how different from this!
Beside a sea
that could not cease to smile;
On tranquil
land, beneath a sky of bliss.
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Thou
shouldst have seemed a treasure-house divine
Of
peaceful years; a chronicle of heaven;--
Of all the
sunbeams that did ever shine
The very
sweetest had to thee been given.
A Picture
had it been of lasting ease,
Elysian
quiet, without toil or strife;
No motion but the moving tide, a breeze,
Or merely
silent Nature's breathing life.
Such, in the
fond illusion of my heart,
Such Picture
would I at that time have made:
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And seen the
soul of truth in every part,
A stedfast
peace that might not be betrayed.
So once it
would have been,--'tis so no more;
I have
submitted to a new control:
A power is
gone, which nothing can restore;
A deep
distress hath humanised my Soul.
Not for a
moment could I now behold
A smiling
sea, and be what I have been:
The feeling
of my loss will ne'er be old;
This, which
I know, I speak with mind serene. 40
Then,
Beaumont, Friend! who would have been the Friend,
If he had
lived, of Him whom I deplore,
This work of
thine I blame not, but commend;
This sea in
anger, and that dismal shore.
O 'tis a
passionate Work!--yet wise and well,
Well chosen
is the spirit that is here;
That Hulk
which labours in the deadly swell,
This rueful
sky, this pageantry of fear!
And this
huge Castle, standing here sublime,
I
love to see the look with which it braves,
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Cased in the
unfeeling armour of old time,
The
lightning, the fierce wind, and trampling waves.
Farewell,
farewell the heart that lives alone,
Housed in a
dream, at distance from the Kind!
Such
happiness, wherever it be known,
Is to be
pitied; for 'tis surely blind.
But welcome
fortitude, and patient cheer,
And frequent
sights of what is to be borne!
Such sights,
or worse, as are before me here.--
Not without
hope we suffer and we mourn.
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1805.